Trust is the bedrock of any strong, healthy relationship.
One exercise we were asked to partake in during a college acting class consisted of standing on a window ledge and falling blindly backwards into the arms of our classmates. The purpose was to develop trust among a group of strangers who would be asked to yell at each other, cry in front of one another, and perhaps share a love scene on stage.
A minimum level of trust and a willingness to share intimate moments are directly related.
Addicts exchange 'Hitting Bottom' stories during anonymous meetings with other addicts. These are strangers revealing secrets to each other; secrets they may be keeping from their families and their closest friends. The foundation for the sharing is an understood trust which cannot be counted on by others who have not experienced similar dark chapters in their lives.
Most of us have at least temporarily experienced profound levels of sadness, anger and frustration. We have felt alone. And, although others may be able to share an empathetic ear or offer solutions and support, embarrassment often forces us to cope alone.
Blogging, and the internet in general, can offer a window through which troubled souls can find each other and share experiences. The internet however, cannot be blindly trusted. Lurkers and trolls threaten to pervert honesty and confession into embarrassment and shame.
Still, individuals find great solace online, sharing emotional stories of battles with cancer, or with alcoholism or the loss of a loved one.
But what about parenting's dark underbelly? How much can you share when the story extends beyond the individual?
Where Angels Cry - D Sharon Pruitt
My son has been able to read fluidly for more than a year. Monday, my daughter brought home her first assignments of first-grade homework: matching pictures to words and reading syllables out loud. Both children occasionally peer over my shoulder when I write. The parenting stories I disseminate online forever are by definition also stories of their childhood. That is why many parenting blogs are built upon cute pictures, sweet stories and parenting's most humorous moments. These are the safe stories. These stories can live harmlessly in the blogosphere for decades.
What is rarely discussed within the online parenting community are stories of despair, depression, frustration and isolation. Ironically, it is during these crises parents are most in need of a peer to support them by acknowledging they are not alone in their melancholy.
When you feel intense anger towards your children, or are frustrated to the point of tears, or blame yourself for your child's misbehavior, or want so badly to lash out at them, where do you turn for support and release? These threadbare emotions are what we do--what we should--keep offline.
These are stories about our children as much as about ourselves, and they are not ours to share with whomever we choose.
Just as adults have been hurt by stories of humiliation made public for page views, our children will reach adulthood, and dark moments of their childhood shared worldwide should not pounce from behind doors.
Although blogging has outgrown its infancy, the young subjects of many parenting blogs have not yet reached adulthood. Like so many parenting studies, the effects of publicizing our children's childhood may not be understood for decades.
Our kids are part of a generation whose diaries are being kept for them. Many of those are being published as quickly as they're written.
While there may be validation--and perhaps even some healing--achieved through these unauthorized biographies, parents seeking real sharing and solace during their most troubled hours need to search close to home, and not through a search engine.
There are thousands of stories about our sons and daughters that we would love to share. But, more important than developing a following, is developing trust with your children.
Well said Kenny.
Posted by: Janice Kimber | Sep 05, 2013 at 02:34 PM
Thanks, Janice! It doesn't surprise me that we agree:)
Posted by: Kenny Bodanis | Sep 05, 2013 at 02:53 PM
Great article. I think many parents forget that what they post will forever live on the web. I try to share stories that are fun and honest; But I also try to protect their identities. Hopefully they won`t be too embarrassed by anything that I've published.
Posted by: Crayon | Sep 19, 2013 at 01:30 PM